Let's stop pretending i'm not hurt, that something may happen, that i'm not crazy in love with you, that i don't cry all my tears each time i'm alone, that everything is easy, that i don't struggle everyday, that i can live without you.
Because really, i'm weak and on my knees, suffering and wondering. I can't keep crying any longer, i'm sick of having you in my thoughts day and night, each time I see you..pretending to be someone i'm not, trying to keep myself together when my heart is about to rip right through my chest.
They say it happens for a reason, did I deserve all of this ? maybe so..maybe happiness never lasts, maybe i didn't deserve you. I wish it never ended, I do, I wish I could move on like you did. But I keep holding on, and I keep hoping, that spark that I have for you may still be in your heart, that you can put away our differences, and I know, it's not easy. I can work it out, I can be better, I can take my heart out with my own hands and give it to you if that's what you need.
but Could you, Would you ?
I'm bleeding, and Have been since you left my life..
